The Broken Fingers Blues

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The embers provide The kind of warmth that's not easily found In cold nights like this When the glow of your eyes dies out In the blue lights And after a while Our lips have burnt and it's to go Back inside We hear the same sirens cry Easier not to speak It's easier not to exist Gunshots we never see Shatter our own reverie For a short while We hear the same sirens cry Easier not to speak It's easier not to exist Wish I could stand and see Into your eyes and know if you're as Confused as me But I'd much rather be Some background noise I wish I'd know If you're real or just A fever dream I wish I'd know If you're real at all
2.
Skyline 04:03
Everyone turns a blind eye (From the spiders in your mouth) Even as they are spreading around (And they're weaving everywhere) Devouring our insides We're entangled in their web of lies Can you take a look outside? Outside your tenth-floor window? If there is something there at all? Anything that's worth saving? Can you take a look inside? Inside your blood-stained skyline? If there is something there at all? Anything that's worth keeping? Can you smell the perfume in his neck? Fixes his tie and he carries on And now his poison's spreading around Can you take a look outside? Outside your tenth-floor window? If there is something there at all? Anything that's worth saving? Can you take a look inside? Inside your blood-stained skyline? If there is something there at all? Anything that's worth keeping? Can you take a look outside? Outside your tenth-floor window? If there is something there at all? Anything that's worth saving? Can you take a look inside? Inside your blood-stained skyline? If there is something there at all? Anything that's worth keeping?
3.
I don't think There is a hell, but I need Someplace to Oh, rest my head We don't know ourselves But keep putting the pieces Together even though They are broken and we're bleeding Again Don't we all Pretend to like What we get If it falls Falls from the sky? If it all goes wrong I want you to know that I fucked up, I'm sorry I was broken, I was bleeding And we pretend to know The person in the mirror The image is distorted Their eyes just can't seem to find us This time We don't know ourselves But keep putting the pieces Together even though They are broken and we're bleeding Today Don't we all pretend To run around the garden Like we're Cherry and Jane While we're broken and we're bleeding On the inside?
4.
Look at him Sitting on his throne Look at her Sitting on her throne Look at them Staring right at you Telling you it's OK no to have a Face to show the rest of the world Telling you "It's OK to cry out loud" Look at her Sitting on her throne Look at him Staring right at you Look at them Waiting for their turn Telling you You can buy yourself A new face for when you run out of love Telling you This whole world is just for you We are the messengers Of both heaven and hell We command Your purgatory on Earth We are the messengers Of both heaven and hell We command Your purgatory on Earth We are the messengers Of both heaven and hell We command Your purgatory on Earth We are the messengers Of both heaven and hell We command Your purgatory on Earth
5.
Supernovae 04:38
Every time I look into your eyes I can see myself at home and warm Even when We are tearing each other apart Scream at me So loud that my eyes are blackened by the sound Of your crepe paper voice telling me to go That I'm so fucked up you have to move on That I am so lost I will take you whole This is it This is the comedown we were so afraid of This is it This is the comedown we were so afraid of No way out Be afraid Of everything that I have come to destroy Everything I thought I was fighting for Everything you wrote which has now come undone I just want to hear you explode once and for all Scream at me So loud that my eyes are blackened by the sound Of your crepe paper voice telling me to go That I'm so fucked up you have to move on That I am so lost I will take you whole Scream at me So loud that my eyes are blackened by the sound Of your crepe paper voice telling me to go That I'm so fucked up you have to move on That I am so lost I will take you whole Hold my arms Like I used to hold your arms right before You went away and decided "no more" Hold my arms before You move on and leave me Behind all alone
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You ask me to hold your hand The bugs are devouring your skin It's all inside your head (Why, stop, drop and roll?) If we are barely on fire (Why, stop, drop and roll?) If we can barely feel it coming (Why, stop, drop and roll?) It's just our flesh our blood and bones That are burning to a boiling point Won't you wake up? I like it When it's quiet in here Suddenly The radio Starts to blast all of that noise again Just lies I am telling you They're after They're after your mind How can you be so sure That the gun That's pointing at our foreheads Is loaded at all? Just 'cause they are loading The magazine In front of our eyes? (Why, stop, drop and roll?) If we are barely on fire (Why, stop, drop and roll?) If we can barely feel it coming (Why, stop, drop and roll?) It's just our flesh our blood and bones That are burning to a boiling point (Why, stop, drop and roll?) I won't let them take over my head (Why, stop, drop and roll?) Even if it kills both of us now (Why, stop, drop and roll?) It's just my Mind and soul that are at stake And I won't let them take them Please just wake up Why can't we Get into bed? And forget This whole madness Can't we be free? Can't we be still? If we so want (Why, stop, drop and roll?) If we are barely on fire (Why, stop, drop and roll?) If we can barely feel it coming (Why, stop, drop and roll?) It's just our flesh our blood and bones That are burning to a boiling point (I won't drop and roll) I won't let them take over my head (I won't drop and roll) Even if it kills both of us now (I won't drop and roll) It's just my Mind and soul that are at stake And I won't let them take them Please just wake up
8.
I dreamt again That you were free And that this nightmare Had never happened to us We didn't have it all We barely had enough But no one cared about All of the anger that was kept inside of you And now that you are broken And barely get out of bed in the morning Your time your dreams are now slipping away The light in your eyes is fading away And you can't tell what is the difference What's the point of keeping any hope? She hopes She will run away someday She hopes All of the pain will go away She hopes Everyone will let her be and she Hopes to see so much more Than just These four old walls She wants to be In the sun one last time She wants To be in control again Of her own life And now that you are broken And barely see the sunrise in the morning And all your life has now turned to gray The light in your eyes is losing his brightness But you're not there enough to see the difference What has he been good for at all? Now that your legs have been broken again Do you wake up and pray every night once again? Even though you know they're not listening The light in your eyes is fading away But you're not there to see a difference What's the point of keeping any hope at all? If you ever see the light? Oh, do we have to hear you Scream at night? You have been broken but you don't know Where to go now You've kept on walking Far too many times And now that you are broken And barely see the sunrise in the morning And all your life has been taken away The light in your eyes has broken his fingers But he's afraid to show you the difference Isn't he such a Sweet boy? Now that your legs have been broken again Do you wake up and pray every night once again? Even though you know they're not listening Well, not to you anyway Don't you know When to give up? You don't know!
9.
Enemies Close in Artillery That ruptures both of his eardrums Oh he can see Oh he can breathe, he just can't fight Enemies Close in Artillery That shatters his mind into pieces Oh he can see Oh he can breathe But now he is just barely standing Like he's a one-man army Inhaling mustard on the trenches (Help is not on the way) So now he hides under the bed (They had each other back then) The pink ribbons are now his only friends And every day, he loses himself a bit more The fight inside Has left him exhausted His hands are now paralyzed The burning's now under his chest The battlefield still waits Right outside his bedroom door Like he's a one-man army Inhaling mustard on the trenches (Help is not on the way) So now he hides under the bed (They had each other back then) The pink ribbons are now his only friends And every day, he loses himself a bit more This will be another burning memory Even if it's filled with hate or resentment A burning church That's fallen out of place A bright red rose That's rotting in disgrace This will be another burning memory Even if it's filled with hate or resentment A burning church That's fallen out of place A bright red rose That's rotting in disgrace It feels Like he's a one-man army Inhaling mustard on the trenches (Help is not on the way) So now he hides under the bed (They had each other back then) The pink ribbons are now his only friends And every day, he loses himself a bit more
10.
Enemies Close in Artillery That ruptures both of his eardrums Oh he can see Oh he can breathe, he just can't fight Enemies Close in Artillery That shatters his mind into pieces Oh he can see Oh he can breathe But now he is just barely standing Like he's a one-man army Inhaling mustard on the trenches (Help is not on the way) So now he hides under the bed (They had each other back then) The pink ribbons are now his only friends And every day, he loses himself a bit more The fight inside Has left him exhausted His hands are now paralyzed The burning's now under his chest The battlefield still waits Right outside his bedroom door Like he's a one-man army Inhaling mustard on the trenches (Help is not on the way) So now he hides under the bed (They had each other back then) The pink ribbons are now his only friends And every day, he loses himself a bit more This will be another burning memory Even if it's filled with hate or resentment A burning church That's fallen out of place A bright red rose That's rotting in disgrace This will be another burning memory Even if it's filled with hate or resentment A burning church That's fallen out of place A bright red rose That's rotting in disgrace It feels Like he's a one-man army Inhaling mustard on the trenches (Help is not on the way) So now he hides under the bed (They had each other back then) The pink ribbons are now his only friends And every day, he loses himself a bit more

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released October 16, 2023

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